I need help

My dog is in emergency surgery after getting hit by a ups truck, I’m absolutely heart broken, we lost her brother on the 25th due to a undetectable heart disease. I have no one to talk to about this right now, my parents say get over it but I can’t because I’ve had them for 3 years and my boyfriend he’s busy and I’m worried to unload all of this on him, I just don’t know what to do. I love my babies so much and I lost one and I’m probably about to lose my other. She was bleeding from her mouth and had internal bleeding. I’m just so sick to my stomach, the truck didn’t even stop to check on them, my neighbors had to because I wasn’t even up yet. Ps, she’s an outside dog, she hates inside, she’s a husky and we brush her out every week, give her ice water every day and let her in during the day, but this was early in the morning, I was still asleep and it was around 9 or 10