I've been having anxiety and depression lately. I feel like my feelings are all over the place. Basically f*ed up. Here's what I'm dealing with lately. My grandmas death, overcoming my past(im working on that so im slowly overcoming it but still), missing my family and those old days that I've spend with my family because I'm living overseas. I have no friends here just my husband. He has friends and family here but I'm not very close with them because they don't give that feeling for me to get closer to them. I've tried many times to have this close relationship with them but since they dont want the same thing I'm not going to pressure them. Idk what to do. Any advice?