Dude WTF 🙄🤬

Alright, please please P L E A S E tell me if I'm wrong for feeling this way.

Why is it (at least in my relationships) that my bf can just have the audacity to ask me to "just suck him off" knowing good and well I was trying to get sex (we were in the middle of foreplay and he already knew I was horny).

A little bit of backstory so the melodramatic trolls on this app don't find my post and berate me for it🙄:

So we're comfortable enough with each other that we often times will just tell the other "hey baby can I get some?" Or things along those lines; other times, it's just a one thing leads to another type thing. Well anytime he wants it, even if it's just head, I give it to him. BUT I do not get the same back. It's really irritating. It's not enough that he gets to cum every time we have sex, knowing I don't get to; not an orgasm either. It's upsetting that his pleasure is all that matters. If I want it and he doesn't, I never push it, I just leave it alone and wait. But if he wants it and I say no, he pouts (he doesn't throw a fit or lash out or anything, I just can tell he's upset. But he doesn't treat me any differently).

Well last night, I wanted some. We were in the middle of foreplay, and I was gonna ride him, but nose started feeling stuffy so i felt like i was suffocating the way I was leaning, so naturally i revoked my decision. I told him "baby my nose is stuffy, idk if I can do this position right now" and he said ok, but then asked if I would just suck him off. I normally have no problem giving head...but...it just makes me wonder: what would his response be if I knew he was after sex, but instead I asked him "could you just eat my pussy instead?" I'm sure he would be disappointed and irritated because his goal was to get off and it didn't happen. Well fuck I feel the same way. And again, he cums EVERY TIME. I don't even get to get off HALF the time. I know it takes a little while for me to cum during oral sex, but if you expect me to get you off with my mouth (which isn't a short amount of time either F-Y- FUCKING-I), then fucking do it for me. Jeez.

I've got half a mind to treat him the same way and see how he likes it. Or I'm just gonna stop having sex with him for a little while so he can learn to appreciate an orgasm and maybe he will understand 🙄

I'm so irritated and idk how to make it go away.

Please tell me if I'm wrong for feeling this way.

Also, if you're going to be rude, don't comment. I'll report your profile immediately. Honesty and being a bigot are 2 different things.