Getting prego

Well me and my now Fiancé have been together for about 4 years having sex no protection and I can’t get pregnant. I don’t have an orgasm unless I masterbate.i feel so bad he doesn’t want to get toys to help out either I don’t know how to fix it? 😕😕

I also recently learned how to squirt by myself of course so can somebody help me out I want pleasure and orgasmsssss😫