:(((bullying

For some reason, getting “bullied” by guys is so much worse than getting “bullied” by girls. Maybe it’s because ima women. It hurts my self-esteem a lot. I don’t understand why I’m being bullied by guys as a teenager. Maybe because I intimidated them, and I was confident. Now I feel insecure. Do you think they want me to be insecure? It’s abusive almost, and it hurts. Why tear a women down and make her feel weak, beaten down, and broken. I currently feel worthless & I thought about cutting. Idk what to do. It’s like I can’t stop it or escape it.