Fwb ended

My fwb ended our situation the other day. I dont really know how I feel about it. We always said we would be honest about feelings and things. And I was. I didnt have romantic feelings, I knew exactly what the relationship was and even if I did want more it would never work for so many different reasons. And I had told him this on several occasions. And he told me the same so everything was clear.

But after giving a big speech about sexual connections and compatibility I was curious if he felt any connection to me, since this has happened several times even after he said it was the "last time". All I really wanted to know was why he kept coming back and based on his speech it was basically saying that in order to have sex with someone, some degree of connection or compatibility had to be there. So after he called me a bad kisser and all, I wanted to know what that meant between me and him. Like i felt a connection, but nothing romantic.

I guess he got super spooked by that and severed everything with me immediately afterwards. I just feel like all of the times I listened to his big speeches and ego and personal stories that I had become something more than just sex. And I dont mean anything romantic but I guess I mean like a true friend. I feel like he threw so many mixed signals at me saying one thing but doing another. Oh well.