I don’t know what’s worse..

My husband and I have been trying for our third since March. I was due for my period June 3rd. I ovulated May 20th. Honestly, I have been testing almost every single day since the 27th. The 3rd came and gone and now it’s the 10th. One week late but still no positive pregnancy test. I don’t know what’s worse. Getting your heart broken because of your mensural cycle coming... or never getting your mensural cycle and wondering if this is now never going to happen for you again.......... TTC has always been so hard for us. 3 years for my son and 1 year for my second son but I always got a period. Please someone send me some reasons why this could be happening...