How did you pass the time?

I had a methotrexate injection May 29 to treat an ectopic and was told we have to wait 3 months before trying again.

I HATE feeling like I’m not actively working toward the end goal, just twiddling my thumbs while cycle after cycle passes.

I’ve already designed a tattoo I want to get to memorialize my lost baby and am on a waiting list to get it when things open up. I ordered a Mira and extra test wands, stockpiled preseed and pregnancy tests.

I need to keep doing things that make me feel like I’m actively working toward a baby.

I ordered a bunch of baby books, figured I could do my studying before I actually get pregnant.

Anybody else who’s been in this position, how did you pass the time?