Yesterday I hooked up with my best friend. I blew him and he ate me out and fingered me. We have been wanting to hu for about 4 years now, but it was never the right time. We go to different colleges so we cant date or anything. But hes going on a weekend trip with his ex this weekend... and they hang out still... im just his friend so i cant be jealous. Maybe theyre just friends? Also, after he ate me out he told me my cooch was weird and he couldnt find my clit and it was different than all the other girls he has been with. Idk why but that made me want to cry. A lot. What should I do??