Not Wanting to Breastfeed

Anyone else breastfeed multiple babies and don’t want to again?

Last time was horrible. I felt trapped. I felt like I was being violated. It really bothered me and made me absolutely hate breastfeeding. I stuck with it for 20 months and I just don’t want to do it again. I don’t know how I’m going to tell my husband, he’s going to be really upset about switching to formula.