Can anyone interpret this?

Your reason?

You yell and give off anger

You send me into the darkness of my mind

You answer in bitterness

And yet you say i need to respect you.

Your reason?

You wallow as an addict

You see humans as if they are all apart of the garbage you take part in

When you call me daughter I try to push the thoughts down knowing they would soon come up

You look into my eyes and tell anything but the truth

Your reason?

When you love me i can only think of the wrong type of love

Its the kind that disgusts me

I want to see you as the person you say you are but i cant

Why?