Worst sex experience

So my boyfriend and I of not that long where having some drunken sex one night. He was hitting it from the back when suddenly he hit the wrong hole. He dick punched my asshole soooo hard that I instantly fell into a pool of fear and radiating pain came to my abdomen. I couldn’t even speak and he was so confused and scared. I went over to the bathroom shaking only to find out that he ripped my asshole and I was bleeding. The bleeding stopped soon and all was ok but we still laugh about it to this day