To early to feel this way

I'm 23 weeks with number five. I have a 12, 5, 2 and 1 year old.

About three or four weeks ago I finally started feeling movements, my placenta is in the front so there was a delay in feeling things.

But in those three short weeks I'm officially done being pregnant. Not just because of the movements that doesn't bother me so much as it just makes me feel pregnant.

But the PGP the insomnia the exhaustion from my children not sleeping when I can. The aches the pains the weight.

My MIL thinks I love being pregnant. Well I truly don't enjoy it at all. I love my children they mean the world to me but pregnancy is just an unavoidable state to have them.

Please don't judge me this is one exhausted sore mommy as I've been up since 3:30am and everything hurts