Well today we hit our one year mark for trying for a baby and my test was negative. I feel so heartbroken and alone. I feel like giving up, this journey is so hard. I had to take today off work because I can’t stop crying. I’m so heartbroken. My husband has been sweet, but every month I just feel like I let him down.

It also doesn’t help that I have been asked to plan two different baby showers within a three month period. No one seems to understand how hard that is on me, all they care about is that I plan great events.

I really don’t know what to do at this point. Any words of support from women going through this would be helpful.