Never thought

I never really thought it would be so trying to try for a baby. I see so many women who have gotten pregnant without trying. People who don’t want children. Or are not fit to be parents. It makes me so sad to see. When all I want is to have a baby. To have my family that I’ve always wanted. I’ve wanted nothing more for my life than to be a mother. And waiting for it to happen is so much harder than I thought it could be. I feel like such a terrible person for being jealous of my friends and family who have gotten pregnant recently. I mean I’m happy for them. It’s just hard. 😭🥺