So my husband & I only have sex about 1 every 2 weeks ever since I started showing. Which is ok because I have severe anxiety over having sex - terrified it will cause another miscarriage (8 total) & this is my first pregnancy I have made it past 8 weeks.

With that being said - tonight we had sex & instead of playing it safe doing it missionary or me on top to control how deep he flipped me over & we did it that way. This was the first time since the day I conceived...my husband is really blessed & it hit my cervix a few times even with him trying not to - which hurt like it always does because of my endometriosis.

I’m cramping in my lower abdomen now & my vagina is burning like it does whenever you have sex without being ready even though that wasn’t the case at all. So far there is no blood coming out but my anxiety is horrible & all I can think right now is that we just hurt the baby! Should I be worried? Is the baby ok??

I know this may sound stupid & anxiety does make you have irrational fears but to me this is a real fear! Please no rude comments or negative opinions on all of this I just sincerely need some reassurance & positivity right now. I have already had 2 panic attacks since & just hoping you ladies can help calm my nerves some