Any one with me

I feel like after basically 5 years of trying I’m just done. I’m 23 almost 24 and I think I’m just done. Hopefully maybe in the future I’ll change my mind I’m just think right now in my relationship and what I’m just going though myself I’m just done. I don’t think I’m ready to bring a baby into this world. My pcos is ruining my body I’m almost 70 pounds overweight I just need an out for right now. I just need myself to be in a better spot and I think I honestly just give up