Scared af..weight accountablity 😒

So I am almost 7months pp and also have a 2yr old whos full of energy shes almost 3. However, I am now heavier than I was when I gave birth 😩 how the fk did that happen 😭 and am so ashamed of myself for that. Yes I had an xmas baby so lots of festivity food. I never had a sweet tooth or sugar addiction b4 but after pregnancy and BF two kids I crave that energy I so lack. Have started multivitamins. Its no excuse I know. I dont have social media like fb or insta but feel that glow is a safe place for me to start and post accountability pics of sort for motivation so I can drop those kgs. I am currently 71.6kg today. My goal weight is 60kg. This is where I feel my most beautiful & confident. Am going to try fasting. Have done it in the past & it worked. Wish me luck. Please be kind with your comments, I feel crap enough as it is and negativity will just keep me in this hole im in atm. I dont like feeling like this.

My babies