Feeling low

Me and my husband have been trying for a few years now and today was the first time we have properly spoke about seeking help. I am glad we are going to get tests done but I’m really scared they are going to tell me I can’t have kids. I definitely think there is something wrong as I have been trying for a while. I just don’t know if I could deal with it and have constant feeling that I am letting my husband down 😔 I feel like everyone around me is getting pregnant so easily and everytime I tell him another one of my friends is pregnant I can see the hurt in his face and it is killing me. Sorry for the rant I just feel like I have no one to talk to at this point 😔