Wanting epidural but actually go natural

Taylor • Married❤️24❤️3 boys❤️#4 in 2022

This is my third baby and I'm due in 4days. I've asked for epidural both pregnancy but I think I want to go natural. But I feel like I'm going to give in due to the pain. Anyone else wanted epidural but went natural because I felt brave(not because it was too late) I need stories to encourage me lol