My Miscarriage

I've posted a few times about what has been going on with me, and received great responses from you ladies, thank you!

Long story short(ish)

*Thursday, June 13th-horrible right side period like cramps

*Friday, June 12th-faint positives, cramps continue

*Saturday, June 13th-more positives, cramps continues, around 5:00 pm I started bleeding

*Sunday, June 14th-Bleeding continued and positives continued to get darker, cramps stopped

*Monday, June 15th-bloodwork: HCG 33, progesterone 0.9-I know those numbers were terrible. My doctor didn't want to prescribe me progesterone until he got another set of numbers.

*Tuesday, June 16th-bleeding stopped and I felt great. At this point I was positive I was having an ectopic pregnancy

*Wednesday, June 17th-111 HCG, medical assistant was very hopeful for a viable pregnancy. I couldn't allow myself to be hopeful, I had already grieved this baby and didn't want to have to do it twice.

*Thursday, June 18th-some cramping, a bit more mild than period cramps and back pain, no bleeding. Doctor prescribed progesterone suppositories, started taking that night. I started to feel hopeful for this pregnancy.

*Friday, June 19th-felt great other than super tired

*Saturday, June 20th-super tired, lightheaded, and emotional, pregnancy tests started to look lighter

*Sunday, June 21st-not as tired, adjusted when I took my progesterone and that seemed to help, some cramping, back pain, and nausea. pregnancy tests looked about the same, started to be convinced it was an ectopic pregnancy.

*Monday, June 22nd-physically felt great, test lines were so light, almost negative, I broke down when I saw these tests. The doctor was pretty sure I actually miscarried the weekend before, but my body took awhile for my levels to decrease and do what they needed to do. They did bloodwork and my HCG was an 8, which confirmed an early miscarriage.

I bought myself this James Avery mother's ring. This ring is for my baby that might have been, whom I loved and prayed for.

I am sorry for all of your losses and pain. You are not alone.