Trying again after MMC

Back in February, I was finally pregnant. Sadly and heartbreakingly, on my three month scan beginning of May there was no heartbeat and I had to have a d&c four days later. Gut wrenching. It was all a blur and happened so quick.

I had a period in June and started clomid. I'm due on end of this week (Sunday) and I was praying I would get a second chance this month. I have the early clear blue digital tests and was gutted to see the "not positive" flash up.

I don't know how many times I can see that "not positive" across the screen anymore.

I am so desperate to get a big fat "pregnant" displayed again.

Waiting for my luck to turn around is so hard. Especially when I have endometriosis, pcos, PID... At this point I'd be blessed just to have one baby 💙

I don't think anyone knows just how difficult it is going down this road when your body isn't working quite like it should and I know so many of you ladies walk with me.

Until next month... X