Jealousy, body dysmporphia, and so much more

Anyone else get super jealous and start questioning themselves and their partner and their sex life and everything when they see random things during a normal day.

Examples:

Driving around and seeing little Suzy sunshine on her morning jog in her tight leggings and just a sports bra with her perfect body. I mean, if we noticed her, our man definitely noticed her.

Jennifer Aniston stripping in a movie you're watching together. I mean, she's stripping, she's got a great body, and he's definitely watching. Who needs porn or the strip club when it's on prime time tv?

Is it just me that these things bother? Like I immediately start to question how many other women he sees during the day that he's probably gawking at, or how many women he talks to during a day that are most likely far better looking than me. Does he think about Jennifer Aniston and her body when he's doing me? Or the girl who was jogging?

I'm a mother of 2, stretch marks, weight in places it shouldn't be that bothers me. I just don't know why it all bothers me the way it does, but it does.

And yes, im one of those who gets upset when he watches porn, because id rather him look at me. He has videos and pictures of me, and of us. So why look at other women?

I just feel not good enough. Ugh