I hate being told im soooo small.... but hear me out.

So iv had a hard time with the nausea since i got pregnant. It was one of the first things i noticed that let me know i was pregnant.

I went to to the doctor Nd i had not gained any weight at all from constantly being sick and barely eating as it is. I just know i have an undiagnosed eating problem. I dont get the hungry signal unless i smoke cannabis. With pregnancy iv tried nausea pills snacking and everything they have advizes Nd prescribed me nothing lets me eat and stop throwing up like pinch of cannabis does.

I hate it. .i hate smelling like it. I hate the coughing. I hate the way i feel. But uts the only way i can eat and not throw it up immediatly.

With that being said im now 29 weeks and feeling the babies weight. My back hurts. my feet are swelling. And my hips are wider.

BUT...everytime im seen by a doctor or somesort of professional im told im sooo small for how far along i am.

I have already been stuggling mentally. Asking myself if i am eating enough for both of us. And i get told im soo small, so muxh. I worry i not doing okay.

I keep telling myself everywoman is diffrent

Not all women have had my struggle. Not all women have my body type. Not all women carry like i do.

Im fine. We are good......right?

Im 5ft 2

145lb before pregnacy

At 29 weeks im now finally at 155 BARELY

And hurting pretty much everywhere.