I’m very sad & weirdly embarrassed

I found out i was pregnant April 15th 2020, my periods are like clock work so i knew exactly how far along i was and all. Made my appointment, for May 15th... they seen two sacs but they were empty. She kept saying maybe your earlier than you think. And i knew deep in my heart i wasn’t, i track my periods and they are always on time give or take a day early or late.... she told me to wait two weeks and thinks can change. Next appt was May 28.. two days before my birthday 😞 well i ended up miscarrying May 22nd, i felt cramping all day long then all of them sudden like a huge sinful cramp then there it was..... i was soooo happy, so excited, i was in the middle of moving from a two bedroom, to a one, then found out i was pregnant switched to a two bedroom, to only loose them.... i feel embarrassed.. i know it’s not my fault, and it was nothing i did. I just feel like i told people... and then in the end look stupid. I know it’s just my brain messing with me, i know it happened to 1 in 4 women. I knowwww I’m just so sad. I Prayed for this, and i asked please God, don’t bring me this happens of TWO ( which i always wanted) to only take it away... and that’s what happened. I don’t blame him, or me. Idk I’m just emotional, i feel like since my sister was killed 3 years ago i haven’t had a break, it’s been one blow after another... i was finally in a semi good place and BOOM my babies gone....

Sorry for the rant.

Sending baby dust to EVERYONE!