I love my fiancé. He’s an amazing man, he’s so sweet and loving very supportive he loves our (originally my) dogs. He’s always so encouraging of anything I want to do. We’re supposed to be getting married this month and I keep feeling this nagging feeling that it’s just too good.

My parents were always rocky growing up, my mom could be very abusive and so could my dad. I think this likely is the cause of my worries. I just feel like there’s nothing wrong in our relationship and I don’t know how to handle that. It’s just so peaceful that I feel like it isn’t supposed to be this perfect. Yes we have little disagreements but we don’t argue often and it never gets physical or even loud.

I have major anxiety issues and even if it’s a positive thing that’s just being shouted I can easily slip into a shell and panic. I had a hard time with pep rallies in high school and I can’t go to concerts. Or loud events without it wearing me down very quickly. Even in regards to my panic attacks he’s always so sweet and patient. I’ll be balling my eyes out and panicking over literally the smallest issue that gave me anxiety and he’ll just sit with me and if I’m not over stimulated he’ll hold me and help me to get through it.

He’s literally perfect for me. I love him beyond belief but I can’t shake this feeling that it’s not supposed to be or allowed to be this perfect... that I have to be missing something or that it’ll all come crashing down... I’ve known this man for 7 years now. I’ve dated him for three of those years and I know logically he’s an angel. But my anxiety says it’s too good... it’s going to ruin our relationship I feel like.