Blighted ovum

I haven't miscarried yet. We have a viability scan next week.... but the chances are slim and my hopes are down.

This baby was so wanted and I feel so sad to be facing this. It just doesn't seem fair that I have to feel all the symptoms of pregnancy but not actually get a baby. Its cruel and heartbreaking and I don't want to do the next couple of weeks. I dont want to live them.