I am posting this anonymously because somehow i feel embarrassed this is happening .

Ive been with my husband for almost 8 years.

We have our battles in our marriege as any other couple .

But this time i feel like giving up on him actually changing.

My husband has been addicted to pornography and yes i said ADDICTED

I started to notice on 2013 after my miscarriege he wasnt “touching me”

Well over all this years we have done it maybe 1 or 2 a month and thats because i started .

Everytime i caught him he promised me he will start changing.

It’s not because of the sex only this has emotionally distant us .

I feel like im more of his friend(companion)

We have 1 kid and im pregnant .

Ive tried so many things to help him

But this hasnt change

Today i discovered he has a Fake Instagram account - he is following so many GIRLS

(Men arent that smart) its linked with his phone . His been having it since JANUARY

And let me tell you his been telling me he has left his addiction behind.

I dont know what i should do because i honestly dont have no one to talk to .

Its been 8 years and i dont trust him anymore