Beta test tomorrow!

Hey all! My beta test is tomorrow and like a crazy person I’ve been testing for about a week and every day my line gets darker. Today it was the same color as the control line. So I feel certain I’m pregnant, but I’m so scared of something going wrong. Like my DH and I haven’t even celebrated yet. I feel like we’re going to need to hit at least 8 weeks to feel like this is real. I’ve never received a BFP in the almost 3 years of trying so I’ve never had a MC. But I’m so scared of that happening. We also didn’t do PGS testing. Did anyone else feel this way?

*ps-I also hope I don’t sound like a brat not celebrating my BFP. 😬😕