So I have stage 4 endo and severe PCOS at age 28. After a laparoscopic procedure in March, I started Lupron depo to put my body into medical menopause. Somehow, it is not working, and now the only way to truly provide relief from this debilitating cycle is a hysterectomy. I don't have kids, so I'm going to freeze my eggs, but I feel like the hangups I have are purely vanity. I'm afraid that I will feel like less of a woman because I won't be the same after surgery. That sex is never going to be the same or even good again. And that I will be less desirable as a long-term partner because I cannot physically have children. I'm very single right now. And I'm afraid that even though my parents are really supportive and helping me survive all this, they'll be disappointed because they won't have any grandkids. Has anyone experienced Lupron on their fertility journey and had any difficulties with it? Or anyone with extreme endo that can relate? I feel dumb posting, but I'm so distracted I can't even sit and read a book because my mind is too loud.