I am stressing out I did something completely stupid and it never intended to happen me my boyfriend danny had sex I had forgot to take my birth control pill as I think I left them at kelseys we used a condom but it split and I thought I was nowhere near my fertility window so I thought it will be fine turns out after we was intimate when he left and I checked my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">period tracker</a> I am I'm my fertility window or its a few days away now I'm panicking I was be great careful and trying to be responsible and cautious by wearing a condom and the morning after pill is too expensive to but over the counter my family especially my mum and dad are going to kill me if I'm pregnant they have already given me a lecture about having sex and getting pregnant and I have been pregnant before and they threatened to get my baby took off me when I was pregnant before thru won't see the it was an accident they think I only want sex in my relationships bit I don't and basically think I'm prostitution myself which m not I only had one one night stand and o had too much to drink on that night we was never intending to be intimate but it happened and now I'm scared my mum is going to flip and get the baby taken off Me and report Me to social services and get me put back into assisted living because I can't look after myself they already said I have no respect for myself which is not true also ok I made some bad decisions on the past but most of the men I slept with I was In a relationship with at the time we were intimate we never intended to get intimate it wasn't our first thought he was upset and stressed because his ex was giving him grid and causing problems so I hugged him we held hands and hugged things went from there and we were intimate if I'm pregnant my mim and dad and siblings are going to flip out on me they will get the baby taken off me and disown me again like they did before I was in the hospital in my last pregnancy and I had just been told I lost the baby quite early on and my sister rang Me shouting abuse at Me for getting pregnant and being quite mean and nasty about it as I sat crying on the waiting room while she yelled at me I know they will disown me and shout abuse at ms again she doesn't like me dating she hated ally exes and have me a lecture on my decisions etc I don't need her abuse this time round either I font know what to do we really never intended to be this way oh my God I really messed things up I'm stressing and crying and I don't know what to do and I don't actually know if I'm pregnant yet I am happy and so is danny and when I spoke to him he said if we did get pregnant we would both be happy we have been friends for a long time before we dated and we both know we wanted kids ok it might be a lot sooner then planned and we want to have the baby together if I was pregnant but my family will go ape and get the baby taken off me and try to split up me and danny that's what they did last time I was pregnant om so worried and anxious we want to keep it if I was pregnant but I'm worried about how my family will react abd what they will do me and danny don't want to get emergency contraception and said if we're pregnant were pregnant we want to have the baby not get rid off it but I'm so scared of my family reaction if they found out any of this or there could be a chance I could be pregnant