so im really hurt and depressed over my family they turned on me for idk why... so me and my cousins use be super close i always use stay with them ect i use watch one of my cousins kids all time cook clean ect for

her and took care of them as babies and growing up. so

about 5 yrs ago everything changed she dont have notning to do with me anymore :( she dont call text or nothing we havnt seen each other either and she lives here.. so i moved to another state everyome was all butt hurt but is a lie they told me to

move back they would be here for me ect it was all a lie i came back tey dont have shit to do with me :,( it hurts me because i have no family or friends at all.. the one cousin i use do alot for her i use watch her kids while she go whore around if it wasnt for me idk wat tbose kids wouldve done.. she has nothing to do with me. but judge me how i raise my kids :( my kids have autism and adhd... now she is pregant this will be her 5th kid... i didnt even know about this pregancy she kept it from me but told her friends i told myself if she ask to help her i will never do shit for her again.. she used me all them years and now she dont come around nomore or nothing... it hurts alot cause we use be so close now she acts like she dont know me.... i ws only a kid and learned how to take care of babies cause of her i didnt know shit about babies... i didnt know how to make a bottle or nothing at all... i raised her kidd wen i was a kid myself...