I’m not to sure where to post this .

I found out That my chances of getting pregnant is slim to none. I was given pills to help me lose weight and give me a better chance of getting pregnant and that’s all I have ever wanted . But I have no encouragement to take them and I feel so lost because that’s all I want is to have a baby but why am I struggling taking the thing that helps me ... since I got the news I have felt depressed and have lost a piece of myself . I just don’t get why I have no care to take them. I feel like when I take the pills I’m confirming the news and it’s easier to just ignore it ..

when I go to take them I feel physical I’ll and I don’t know why ..

Should I be excited this could give me what I want .

Is there something wrong with me ?

Has anyone else experience this ..