do you ever get sad, like you’re shaking and it’s the middle of the night. you don’t know what to do. then you sit there crying until you can’t breathe. then you just sit there empty and you don’t know what to do. you don’t wanna talk to anyone because last time you did that they made it about them. i mean that’s fine but you know sometimes you just need someone to sit there and help you and you just need it to be about you for one god damn second. but it isn’t.

but then there are the night when you cry about nothing... legit nothing. so you stay there and hid in your room. but then when you leave you parents yell at you because you’re alway in your room. but you don’t wanna be anywhere else because you wanna be alone but at the same time the feeling of loneliness is killing you.

i don’t know if this was the place to post it, i’m sorry i just had to let it out.