you know what. fuck you. i fucking hate you. why did you do this? why are you doing this? am i really not enough for you? don't you love me enough to push past it? was i just so you could have a wank every now and then? do you even love me? did you ever love me? no, of course you fucking didn't. how could you? you have BROKEN me. i want you to know that. you promised me, you pinky promised me, that you wouldn't do this. you promised you wouldn't break my heart. yet here we are and it's broken now. but hey, at least you got your fucking kicks, right? i was some adventure, wasn't i? fuck you. go fuck yourself. i can't believe i played the little love interest in your life. how could i be so naive? of COURSE you never loved me. i was just a game you could pretend to play. well fuck you because you've ruined me. you've RUINED me.