I sat there talking to you about my values in a vulnerable moment. I thought two people could respect each others different values. I should have listened to the one person who warned me, warned me that being around you was a bad idea. All it took was a few to many drinks and the next thing I know, what I took pride in was taken.

Maybe it really is all my fault. Everyone tells us how careful us ladies have to be. I feel taken advantage of and I don't even feel like I have that right. Because I was told better. And the only thing you have to say to me is we were drunk? That is bullshit and we both know it. You hardly touched your drink. Instead your carrying me to the toilet telling me all is well. Your 4 years older than me and I think I fell right into your smooth talking. I should have never come over, I should have watched how much I drank, I should have listened. Because now I feel so ashamed, so mortified, so lost.