Background: so we met on a cruise in January 2019 I had no clue that it would develop into something serious I was only 19 atm.He is from Seattle I'm from Houston. I am currently 21 and he is 24.We started dated around July 2019 so yeah about a year.

So my boyfriend and I are long distance we just saw each other at the end of May.We wanted to see each other before I have school again in the fall so we booked a flight for the end of this month because we thought things would get better. I live in Houston which has high cases rn .My parents are concerned about me traveling to Seattle and I understand.My boyfriend said that if not now then when will we be able to see each other in December when I finally graduate ? My boyfriend also is all alone in Seattle his roommate moved back in with his parents and he lives away from his mom he says he's really lonely and wants to see me so bad.I understand that but I was sayingg that it is an unnecessary risk when we could see each other in December .H e was saying that Everytime we meet he feels like it brings are relationship to a new level and on this level we are stuck because we haven't been able to see each other recently. But honestly I feel like I can go without seeing him (idk eh a t that says about me ) but my mind already knew we were in a long distance relationship and might not make it out which ATM neither of us are willing to move to each other permanently after I graduate. I said id try to live there for like 6 months after I graduate since he already has a job there and stuff but I know I can't live away from my family for a long time.