Broken...

I don't know what to do anymore... My boyfriend is so abusive. Mentally. Emotionally. Physically. I currently have bruises on my breast,legs, and arms from him. He grabs me by my throat and my hair even if I'm holding our baby. He keeps my money from me and won't give me any of it. Leaves me with no car and he even takes my phone sometimes. I have to stay inside all day everyday. I am so broken. Feel like killing myself at times just to get out. Only shelter I have close by is 100 miles away and I have no way to get there. I told my mom, and my brother about this and they said they wouldn't take me in. My dad won't even answer my calls or texts. I have 0 friends. I am literally stuck. I feel like I'm just waiting for him to kill me. He says sorry and that he loves me but I know he doesn't. I swear if I had resources I would of been gone along time ago but I don't. 😥😥😥