Scared to go back to normal life

So I live in upstate NY and things are mostly opening back up with restrictions and lots of people still working from home. Before corona virus I worked as a childcare person for 2 years. I struggled with choosing a career, and over quarantine I was basically able to finish my degree. Now that it’s time to somewhat get back into normal life and interview for jobs I have serious anxiety. I have 2 interviews today and got no sleep last night. I’ve been sick to my stomach and just really stressing out about going back into normal life full time partially because of getting sick, and partially being used to the new reality for the last few months of feeling safe and comfortable at home. Thank god my husbands been working and can support us, but I want to contribute as well. I’m really anxious all the time and starting to become miserable. I know I want a job and can apply for jobs, but the thought of working and actually going to the interviews scare me.