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Wow

How emotional i feel atm

I've been with my fella for 18 months now

At 1st great guy...

Then cracks started to appear....

He mentioned about previous relationships...

And thought no more .

Until the things he was saying about these past flings were actually aimed at him....

Indirectly talking about him.....

Strange .. .

Then the thing with him watching porn.

He was that obsessed I began to question our intimate time.. .

He blamed impatience on him not being able to stay hard ....

Mmmmmmm

My minds working over time by this time lol.....

I confronted him when this started to happen he assured me that he wouldn't do it

And said "what man doesn't wank"""

Well I said it wasn't right knowing you have a gf and can't get a hard on....

Any way ...

We had set this morning...we'll sort of he went to insert his dick .

Stsrted coughing and ran to the toilet to be sick .....

How do you think that made me feel.....

We don't have set from one week to the next. And when we do hes sick.....

Made me feel as if he can't stand having sex with me.....