I was strongly pro life my entire life but when I got pregnant unexpectedly I let pro choice agenda get into my head. I kept thinking “why should I force myself to go thru this pregnancy if millions of other women just go & get an abortion & get to keep on living their life” ... anyways , I regret my decision terribly and I was depressed & suicidal afterwards .. I wanted another baby so so badly because I felt as though my whole life was messed up because I was supposed to be a mother & I had messed it up .. I tried to conceive pretty much immediately after the abortion and it wasn’t happening. Then I ended up getting pregnant exactly 1 year after my last pregnancy.. pretty much same due date (3 day difference). I feel so strongly that this is a sign from God.