Ashamed my husband saw my panties

I was ashamed and embarrassed when my husband saw the new kindred bravely high wasted panties I bought. I’m not sure why I was but I am.

I think subconsciously I feel insecure because he cheated on me years ago and I know the type of women he glances at.

I’m 15 months postpartum from an emergency c section and I still have a pouch that I feel ugly in.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me 😢 I have no friends and I don’t have anyone to talk to