Overprotective mama (infant/mother in law)

I have been feeling overprotective of my baby.

I just don’t wanna share, I know it’s wrong everybody is excited but I can’t control the feeling only the actions so I go to mils house but I don’t want to I want to stay home and not get visitors. (Family)

She has not held my baby yet because of COVID but I’m almost too happy about that. I feel terrible for feelings this way.

Bb is 6 weeks. Has anyone felt this way before? Does it goes away? She is a good person, but she mentioned taking care of him while I work and moving to our building and I am freaking out like I need space and I wanna quite my job because I don’t want grandmas or a nanny raising my boy .