Miscarriage *trigger warning*

I actually stopped using this app after February 18th. And when I got back on it still had my due date and all.

February 13th I had taken a test and it was positive. So I took another. It was positive. So I took a digital, it read pregnant. And ohhh was I excited. I was 6 weeks!!

I went to the hospital and got blood work and my numbers were super high they were 10000! And everything looked great! They referred me to a doctor and everything!

But that weekend on February 15th, I experienced so rough pains. But I asked my assistant manager at the time of it was normal and she said yes. Sometimes you cramp. Then as the day went on I started bleeding. But I was told it was normal! "Women spot honey!" But it wasn't spotting, I was bleeding. I filled 2 pads.

Truth was my assistant just didn't wanna come in to work that day. I told her I needed to leave and she wouldn't let me. So I was stuck at work like this. I messaged the referred doctor because I had her on my Facebook and she said get to the office Monday morning as soon as we open.

Monday morning February 17th I got blood work. 2 hours later I get a call that no mother wants to hear. My levels had dropped all the way to a 3.😔 I had to pull over, I was crying so hard I couldn't drive. I tried and tried and tried for a year and a half!

My heart is still broken and now that I'm trying again(been trying since April!) I just need concealing.

My husband's family is surrounded by girls getting pregnant and my friends getting pregnant and it's so incredibly hard to see!