Be honest, will you be sad if you dont get the gender youre hoping for?

Ok, I want a girl like nobody's business. I just feel like a girl mama. I don't feel like a boy mama at all. I have told a couple of my closest friends and my sister that If I find out I'm having a boy, I could honestly see myself crying like sad tears.

See, I'm a construction worker, I drive "those big yellow tractors" you see on all the little boy clothing. I turned out to be a very capable girly-girl, mixed with a tomboy & i would love to raise a little girl whose capable of anything too.

I dunno, I've just always had a connection to girl kids & absolutely zero desire to play with boys. I just don't connect with them in any way