Having another baby?

Mely

Hello everyone!!! Me and my husband decided to attempt on another baby in the near future. I have a question to all you ladies especially those with more than one child. When I was pregnant with my daughter (my son was 6) i felt such a disgusting feeling of neglect towards my son. Now 2 years later I still feel so terrible for how i felt, like how I put my son to the side. My daughter is month shy of a year and a half and the thought of putting her to the side as well as my son gets me so sad which makes me almost not want another baby. How do I cope? What should I do? How did you ladies get through having multiple kids? Does the feeling go away?