This is my personal conflict.

I was a stay at home mom for 4 years. My kid finally started going to school and I have a part time job.

I also started running 8 months ago. I leave my house at 6am and I'm back before everyone wakes up. I love it!. I also lost weight and for the first time ever I'm happy with my body.

I loooooved being a stay at home mom, but I started getting depressed and lonely. I don't really have any friends or family near by. Running took my confidence to another level. I share on a facebook group for running moms and feels great.

This is the problem. I wanna have another child, but I don't want to lose what took me years to get back. My husband supports me in whatever decision I make. However, he works 1 hour away for 8 hours a day. Meaning I'll have to stay home full time again.

I'm feeling so selfish. I want my daughter to have a sibiling, and Idk what's the answer to this.

I'm an only child, so I really don't have any experience with more than 1 kid either.

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