Why does the thought of my boyfriend lusting over someone else absolutely rip me to shreads? most women wouldn’t care like I have severe trust issues because of my ex and he always used to watch porn he had an addiction he even recorded on his phone him jacking off to a porn video like he showed his dick and then the woman on his computer and that REALLY hurt me and stuck with me for ages it just made me feel not good enough, but now I’m with someone new and he hasn’t done anything wrong. I openly asked him if he watched porn and told him how I felt about it and he said he doesn’t, so I should believe him but I just can’t help but think he’s watching porn or looking up certain people and getting off over it. It’s destroying my mental state and it will ruin our relationship. I don’t want anyone to come for me about it and be harsh. I’m well aware it’s not a healthy way to think. I’m a grown woman I know wrong from right. I just would like some advice on what to do about it and I’d like to know how other women don’t get bothered knowing their mans getting off over other women?

Thankyou x