Me and my mother never had a good relationship. We are better when we are not in the same house. So I moved out and am living with my boyfriend and his parents. My depression been really bad because I hate being far from my mom and I miss her alot but every time we together we end up in a fight. I've had a wall u can say build up my whole life. It's hard for me to trust anyone. Idk how to handle this. My father never been in my life. I was a sick child growing up. Its three in the morning and I can't sleep because I have so much going on in my head and it's hard to talk to anyone. Can some one plz help me out 💔