Struggling and trying to understand

So, my husband has some health issues that we are working to get resolved. He recently went to a new, natural dr, and he told my husband he has low testosterone.

Rewind the last year, and this make so much sense! My husband almost never wants to have sex!! Now, I know that this is something out of his control. And we are working on fixing it now!! But I am really trying hard not to be upset or mad that he doesn’t want to have sex with me. In the past, I have always been a major bitch and always felt like it was something I did wrong that was making him not want sex.

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Idk what to do or how to feel!! I just want my husband back!